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Neil has written so eloquently - and the vast majority of the minority who wrote 'Christian' on the UK 2022 census would agree 100%. From a natural, traditional and even sentimental viewpoint I understand him. We need light in darkness, joy in sadness, warmth in the cold. He's right that it's Christianity which all other 'isms' attack.

But, as Cammie, below, says, 'There is such a thing as the 'Christian RELIGION' that is false; it does NOTHING to unite Almighty God with people; it just gives the false impression that people practising it are 'doing something' that makes them right with God somehow.'

Neither Mothman777, nor the majority of those who follow the Christian 'RELIGION' have seen what Cammie has seen. The Truth has to be personally EXPERIENCED - not passively accepted. My two cents:

I was born in 1964 and brought up a traditional Anglican. Something was missing inside, and I was always longing for God - the 'transcendental', as Neil puts it. I read the Bible as a child and prayed, but the more I did so, the more alone I felt. When I was confirmed, I assumed that when the bishop plonked his hands on my head, I would experience God.

Nothing happened. The disappointment was real, and after seeking for a few more months, I gave up and started looking elsewhere. Hinduism, Buddhism, New Age ideas drew me - I ended up deep in astrology and the esoteric, but nothing could fill the emptiness I felt, nor rid me of my bad conscience, nor the hatred I felt towards myself.

I started studying comparative religion and education at Cambridge. It was the only course I could find which had as little as possible to do with Christianity and Judaism, both of which I rejected. There was one girl on the same course who I noticed was different from anyone else I had ever met. She was joyful, loving and didn't care what others thought of her - all the things I wished I was. One day, she asked me, "Are you a Christian?"

I was inwardly offended by this - and mumbled, "I suppose so."

Her answer shocked me; she said, "Then you can't be."

This got me thinking.

Shortly afterwards I cycled out into the countryside and went into a little church, because I thought God lived in churches - and not knowing what I was doing, shouted up at the ceiling, "God, if you're there, give me FAITH!" Nothing happened, and I left, after writing something trivial in the visitors' book.

Some time later, I had to write an essay on C.G. Jung and his psychology of religion. I read a line in one of his books where he said something like, 'Man doesn't want dogma or empty liturgy - he wants to EXPERIENCE God for himself'. This hit me. I knew that was what I had always been looking for.

Other things happened, not least, my inward sinfulness was becoming more and more obvious to me - I was becoming more and more unhappy. One day, I picked up a book on astrology and was reading it when everything went dark and cold, and I inwardly 'saw' myself as if in a cage, with the bars closing in, and my heart as if it were being crushed in a claw - and heard the words, 'I've got you now, and I'll never let you go.'

Weeks later, I was in my room, miserable, and my friend knocked on the door and came in. She asked me what was wrong, and when I said, I hardly knew, she asked if she could pray for me. I said, "Yes, I suppose so," and she started to speak in a different language - which I 'knew' was speaking in 'tongues'; that which the early church experienced in Acts 2. At the same moment, it was as if God entered the room in all His holiness, righteousness, power and beauty, and I knew I was sinful, lost, and deserved Hell. My friend continued to pray quietly and then left.

Two weeks later, I was visiting another friend who happened to have a book on her bookshelf entitled, 'Death of a Guru', by Rabi Maharaj.

It was the true story of how a Hindu, who had been himself worshiped as an avatar, had met Jesus. I was feeling morbid, had been thinking of suicide not long before, but the title intrigued me. As I read it, it was as if a veil was lifted off my eyes - and I suddenly two things: I 'KNEW' that Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life' - there is no other way to God but through Him, and I 'KNEW' that He had literally risen from the dead.

In that split second, I literally felt my sin, like a massive sack of rocks, falling from off my back, and I knew I was forgiven, and free.

On that cold February day in 1984, I walked outside and it was as if I was seeing colours for the first time. My journey since then has been up and down; I make many mistakes, but He told me this; 'I will never leave you nor forsake you, to the end of the age.' He has kept His promise. It's not a religion - it's a relationship with a real Person Who loves me more than I will ever deserve - He was born (not at this time of year, but never mind) to die - to set captives free. I don’t need a tree or twinkly lights – I have the Light Who lives inside me – Jesus, for every day and for all time.

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"The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it."

John 1:5

Wishing you and yours a blessed Christmas, Edwin.

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